......you all.

I miss writing a blog entry on a regular basis.
I miss telling total strangers about my life.
I miss reading and hearing about other peoples' tales.
I miss reflecting on past events.
I miss hearing peoples' opinions.

*Drum roll* so.....I'm back writing again.

I have missed this. I won't lie. Life is not great - I have a lot to be grateful for, don't get me wrong, a good job with people that I like, a roof over my head, a great father and a cute dog. But it has been two months since my mom passed away and I need her back. She was the link that kept everything together, on the level. I am very independent, but it doesn't mean I don't need a mom. Life isn't great - I'm working loads to pay off my uni debts and to get by, I have gained weight and look horrible and I don't have time to do stuff I really want to do.

I wake up. Got to work. Come home. Watch a film. Fall asleep watching the film. Every day is the same.

I think you will have gathered by now I love watching films - I hope to teach film studies one day. Therefore, instead of falling asleep when I get home from work I plan on getting back into writing about and analysing the films I am watching. I will upload a couple a week and get back to writing. I miss it.

Enough talking, I'm boring everyone. Hope you all are well out there.

xx