so......if my Christmas couldn't get any worse.....I was in a car accident today. My car is pretty much done for. I've let my dad down. While I was waiting for the AA I didn't care about how damaged my car was or how much it would cost - all I could think about was how much my Dad would be mad. I thought 'oh shit.....what am I gonna do? I've let my Dad down.' I can take being shouted at because I can shout back, but disappointment is the worst. My Dad is disappointed in me - and there is nothing I can do.

so....I'm just sitting here. Thinking. Hoping to turn back time.

xxx